it’s getting harder
i want to fucking die so bad rn. i don’t know what to do anymore. this is it, i’ve regressed. i’m no longer progressing as a person. that’s fine.
it’s like the only time i feel happy is when i’m w my one group of friends. then it just all goes to shit. i feel like shit. i want to self harm so fucking bad i don’t even care anymore.
i stopped eating as much. i fucking hate my body. god i fucking hate it. i despise it. these tendencies have been going on since i was 13 i wanna kill myself.
i stopped feeling appreciated by my best friend. and that’s fine.
i’m so fucking hurt and tired and angry i want to stop feeling god i fucking hate it here. kms.
good night.