desperation
i seriously don’t know what to do anymore. it all hurts so much. i haven’t felt this bad since last year.
i just want it all to stop. i cant do this. i’m so exhausted. putting up a front, not feeling appreciated, just everything. why do i even bother.
i feel so pathetic. and i know i keep repeating myself but what else is there to say. it hurts. i don’t know how to make it go away anymore.
it doesn’t get better.